Chapter 556: "It was the first thing I did when I left Urai," she said in a quiet confession. "I was mad at you, heartbroken... but even as the years stretched on, I never once regretted taking the suppressants. They terrified me, yes. Sdays, the side effects madeoutright panic. But I never regretted it. Do you know why?" He remained silent, but Emeriel could see in his eyes that he already knew.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇt"Because I didn't want another man's touch. I couldn't bear it, not even outside of heat. When I tried to move on, I allowed suitors. They courted me, but even a kiss on the back of my hand took everything into bear." A faint smile touched her lips. "You ruinedfor other men, Your Grace." "I apologize," he said seriously, but there was nothing remotely apologetic in his expression. "Actually... no. You know what? I don't think I am." A small laugh bubbled from Emeriel's chest. "I know. You don't look sorry at all. In fact, you look... almost happy." "There's no 'almost' about it." Daemonikai's lips curved into a possessive smile, his free hand sliding to her waist. "You are my woman, and I'm glad none of those human idiots laid a hand on you. Now they get to keep their lives." "You sound like a caveman,” she admonished, though her words lacked bite as a rush of love spread through her chest.
"My kind are cavepeople," he said proudly. "We are less evolved than humans." But as the lightness faded from his face, concern replaced it. "What you did was dangerous, Riel. You put your life at risk." Emeriel nodded slightly, acknowledging the truth in his words.
"It's botheredfor years, you know. Your heats, and how you spent them. I always wanted to ask, but I had no right. So I tried to suppress that part of me-the primitive part that wants you all to myself. But the rational side... I hoped to hell your heats had gotten easier." Daemonikai caressed her, his hand moving rhythmically from her hip to her shoulder. "I hoped they no longer hurt you the way they used to. That you found someone kind who took care of you. Someone who put your needs first and made sure you never suffered." Knowing he worried about her in this way struck a chord deep within her.
"But having blocked your heat for years, your next mini-heat might be even worse than a full one. It might even be..." "Life-threatening?" "I will not let anything happen to you," he vowed. "I will be here, and I will take good care of you." "It scares me, you know,” she admitted, her gaze dropping as fear shimmered in her eyes. "Especially now that I've stopped taking the pills. I forgot them in Navia and haven't tried to get new ones. Coupled with what we did the night before... it will be here any moment." "And we will be ready for it." Turning her around, he enveloped her in a spooning hug from behind. "It won't be like last time."
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmShe sighed deeply, her body melting into his, eyes closed the content is of novelenglish.net!
"How is your friend Herodis?" His lips brushed against her cheek like a soft breeze. Have you seen him since ΕΠ: your return?"
"With everything going on, I haven't had the chance." A small pausem followed: "I worry about him. Is he alright? What is he doing these days?"