My retort made Jared choke momentarily, his handsface growing darker.
“This is between us as husband and wife. Don’t drag someone else into it,” Jared said in a lowered tone, but his
emotions clearly worsened.
| nodded. It was true; when a guy cheated, the other woman was at fault too, but he was even more responsible.
“Alright, let’s not talk about Tracy. Let’s focus on you. If there’s nothing between you two, why are you so
nervous?” | asked sharply.
Jared's eyes froze for a second, and then he seemed displeased. “When did | ever act nervous? I'm just having a
normal conversation with you. Stop twisting things.”
Listening to that, it was obvious he wasn’t genuinely trying to explain anything. He was just using a tough
attitude to cover up something deeper. | instantly lost interest in arguing further; | needed to look after my own
health and sanity.
“Fine, | got it. | won't bring up Tracy around our daughter again.” With that, | headed to the bathroom. | thought,
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇt‘If he wants to win this argument so badly, let him."
By the t| cout of the bathroom, Jared was gone.
In the middle of the night, Yvonne crawled into my arms, holding my arm tightly with her little hands. “Mommy, |
had a nightmare. Holdwhile | sleep,” she said.
Looking at the little body in my arms made my heart ache. I thought, ‘I've decided to stop trying to control her. If
Jared and | divorce, I'll probably see her only every few days, or sometimes not for months..
“If I really move to another city for work, Ill miss her teenage years and her rebellious phase. | won't be there for
her middle school tutoring sessions or see her chlate from high school..
“When she goes abroad for college, it'll be Jared and Tracy who support her, while | might only call from afar to
check in on
her.’
Tears unknowingly filled my eyes. | felt so lost inside. ‘How does one live life without regrets?‘ | wondered.
The next morning, Yvonne went to look for Jared, only to find that he wasn’t in his room.
After | got dressed and went downstairs, Wendy toldthat Jared had left last night. | thought he was probably
in a bad mood and went to find his lover for scomfort.
At the breakfast table, Yvonne was eating while eyeing me. “Mom, your clothes have been looking so good lately.
Can | wear them when | grow up?”
| shook my head. “No, by the tyou grow up, these clothes will be old.”
Yvonne giggled and said, “My teacher said you're really beautiful and that I'll grow up to be a beautiful woman
too.”
“Is that so? Well, eat more then,” | said, scooping another spoonful of gruel for her.
Today, | wore a white blouse with a big bow at the neckline, paired with a high-waisted fishtail skirt. Thanks to
my height, the look was both elegant and striking.
I thought, ‘From now on, I'll make an effort to dress well every day as a way to compensate myself.’
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On the way to school, Yvonne asked where we would go during summer vacation and mentioned many places
she wanted to revisit from last year. She remembered them vividly and wanted to experience them all over
again.
| told her there were no plans for this summer. If she wanted to go somewhere, she should ask Jared to take her
because | had to focus on work. She looked disappointed and refused to talk to me.
When we arrived at the school gate, the teacher asked her to say goodbye to me, but she just huffed and ran
into the school.
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